Yes, I said it. Day zero.
I haven’t been going to meetings so here I am back at day zero. Last night I only wanted a little glass of vodka. I wanted to try some controlled drinking I guess. There was no control about it. I downed an entire bottle before I realized what had happened. Today I have my first hangover ever. I’m nauseous, jittery, my head is pounding and the sunlight is killing me. Had I had hangovers in the beginning maybe I wouldn’t have been an alcoholic!