Day 13
I spent two hours writing my post and the computer just deleted it all without letting my repaste it. I am done for tonight. Catch you tomorrow.
Category: First attempts
Day 11
I can’t live without the drink and will certainly die with it. These are strong words but the truth. I fight each minute of every hour sometimes to fight the longing I have for just a glass of something, anything. My ability to stop after one drink is nonexistent. This…
Day 10
I didn’t make a meeting but did speak to my sponsor for a short while. I traveled out of state today to my father’s home to visit him in a physical rehab center. Among the multiple stressors in my life, my father was diagnosed with a malignant tumor in his…
Day 8
Happy New Year! I had made plans to go to a nonalcohol party yesterday. I had the confidence and was looking forward to an exhilarating night of dancing. But as the day progressed, I had second thoughts. It was too cold and I was too tired. I was coming up…
Day 5
By noon I was antsy to get to the evening AA meeting. I had that squirrely feeling and knew a meeting was the best place to be. I wanted to drink and if I attended a meeting my ability to conquer the urge would be more successful. There is a…
Day 4
Hi, my name is K. I am an alcoholic. This is my first time blogging, and my third time admitting I am working on Day 4. It wasn’t easy the first time to admit my failures four months ago and is still not easy today. I functioned well in a…
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Day 11
I can’t live without the drink and will certainly die with it. These are strong words but the truth. I fight each minute of every hour sometimes to fight the longing I have for just a glass of something, anything. My ability to stop after one drink is nonexistent. This…
Day 10
I didn’t make a meeting but did speak to my sponsor for a short while. I traveled out of state today to my father’s home to visit him in a physical rehab center. Among the multiple stressors in my life, my father was diagnosed with a malignant tumor in his…
Day 8
Happy New Year! I had made plans to go to a nonalcohol party yesterday. I had the confidence and was looking forward to an exhilarating night of dancing. But as the day progressed, I had second thoughts. It was too cold and I was too tired. I was coming up…
Day 5
By noon I was antsy to get to the evening AA meeting. I had that squirrely feeling and knew a meeting was the best place to be. I wanted to drink and if I attended a meeting my ability to conquer the urge would be more successful. There is a…
Day 4
Hi, my name is K. I am an alcoholic. This is my first time blogging, and my third time admitting I am working on Day 4. It wasn’t easy the first time to admit my failures four months ago and is still not easy today. I functioned well in a…