Dear Paul, I am writing this letter as I feel I owe you an amends for my behavior on March 22nd. I don’t know or remember all I said to you and I hope you understand my concerns regarding this. You have been an important ally and friend as I…
Not ever watching American horror Story again. I knew I had an issue with the first episode of American Horror Story but hay I am in a safe place let me try season two and try that first episode. Nope. Not ever again. It’s just a triggering show for me….
Today is Saturday and we had a BBQ here on the lane. Techs have extended the curfew to 11pm which is awesome and one of the houses is providing burgers, dogs, and brats. Each house just has to bring something to make it special. I was excited to go. It…
Day two at the lane. Its really a cul-de-sac but everyone calls it a lane. I am optimistically excited and settling into the routine. Breakfast showed up on the kitchen counter at 630 in the morning. Regular eggs, sausage and juice. Nothing spectacular. Anne B. asked me to join her…
It was a sad farewell but an exciting transition for me. I was moving out of inpatient and into the sobriety housing the center owned. I had to say good bye to all my new friends with hope that I would see them again soon. While everyone was at lunch…
Today is my last day as an in-patient and I presented at process group my 7 consequences of drinking. Now mind you, this was supposed to be my 3rd homework assignment but it took me three weeks to complete it.This was a difficult one since I really needed to dig…
So, I had to write a lot of my posts on paper this last month since computer usage was limited to times and then of course everyone was on them till too late an hour for me. I will be typing them in shortly and keep them in order for…
I woke up a little early today and was feeling frantic. I left my room and took a brisk walk around the community and duck pond. It felt good as the sun had just come up and it was still on the cooler side. There are so many geese around…
Today was an easy transition day. I think I have the routine down. Breakfast started at 6:30 and I had a full night sleep so I was good to go. We have a daily meditation in the common area of our hall at 7:20 led by an audio file. It’s…
This morning was calm. I woke up when I chose and went out to the coffee room. I placed a large cup in the microwave and with in 2 min I had a decent cup of coffee sitting next me . I found two computers available and positioned my self…